I caught my own 1000. Not to mention that it took me forever to get there lol. I'm still considering starting over with a new account, mostly now just because I'm nervous about people seeing my name, and sometimes even my gender... I dont want to be attacked when I write "my boyfriend" or something and someone happens to stumble in who notices, and does not approve, you know? Some genderless account... well, I made a genderless account, but I'm not sure if I've the heart to go try to use it...

but at the same time.. I want to improve.

so actually, yeah. I am going to do it! I am going to start over... I can actually focus on my work and try to get some models so I can actually take nice pictures (~RiTeSi, you up for it!? I can bring my shtuffs, and we can give you fancy makeup like that eyes community you like! Even do your hair....*bounces*) and I'm only gunna post work that I am serious about, and I'm always gunna put nice professional borders, and all that.... I am inspired!

but my arm still aches and is now even more rash-laden. I hope this wont scar.... I'm already gunna have a lovely circular scar where my picc line is which i get out today (which is dusgustinnnggggg saw a video on youtube...yuck!) hopefully.


OK. so thats it. I'm starting over already. Alas!

new name for those of you who're here... ~B-Chaind. I will be adding you all, no worries. Chaind was already taken alas.